A keresés eredménye

Ma este magányos vagyok

Épphogy becsuktam az ablakom,
A leereszkedő köd megfagyott
Betőr még a hajlékomba is, itt lakom
A mi szobánkba, ahol a múlt halott.
 
Énekkar:
 
Ma este egyedül vagyok
Az álmaimmal,
Ma este egyedül vagyok
A te szerelmed nélkül.
A nap lebukik, az örömömnek vége,
Minden összetör a nehéz szívemben.
Ma este egyedül vagyok
A fájdalmammal
Elvesztettem a reményt
Hogy visszatérj
Szeretlek és örökké foglak is, mindazonáltal
Ne hagyj magamra szerelmednek hiányával.
 
A kandallóban a szél sír,
A rózsák némán vetkőznek,
Az óra negyedóránként jelez
Vékony hangszálon unalom lengedez.
 
(Énekkar)
 

The last cigarette

For everything we haven't told each other,
What we've never written to each other,
All the blank pages, these silences.
Nothing is stopping my resistance.
I'm hurting myself for nothing.
 
Say, do you regret
That first cigarette
The we shared til the end?
Because we'll miss a bit of everything,
Don't you want us to go back?
 
If you saw the house
As a place where we missed each other by a bit,
If it was just a prison love,
I would leave.
 
Cause you think we said everything
And that we didn't learn a thing,
I don't want you to turn around,
And yet,
And yet...
It's crazy how I blame myself
 
Say, do you regret
That first cigarette
The we shared til the end?
Even if we don't smoke anymore,
Don't you wanna go back?
 
Me, I saw the house
As a place where we became two again.
If it was just a disillusion,
I would leave.
 
You, you think we said everything
And that we didn't learn a thing,
I don't want you to turn around,
And yet,
And yet...
It's crazy how I blame myself
 
* * *
 
Tonight, I was waiting for it.
I sold the couch and the television
Where space came between us.
Me on the pillow,
The second empty, TV show at the third
Against the bed, hard and soft,
A hole in the middle of us.
 
The place of love that doesn't want us to hear it.
 
Tonight, I was waiting for it.
 
I warmed up the place,
As they say,
Prepared the field.
 
Me in the cloudy passage
Never lasts long.
I see others as I see myself -
of good will.
 
So, I hope the place left empty
in the red couch
would end up emanating
A scent of lack
And that it would rise
Impatient, as I am,
And would penetrate through the sheets
To search my flesh,
Caress it, rubbing against it
And to fall asleep
Peacefully...
 

Pink Canoe

It wasn't last year,
and it wasn't at Marienbad.
How do you expect me to remember?
Because of waiting so long,
I no longer knew who was waiting.
Time is a villain, with a cape and a sword
who slips his sleeping powder into your cola.
Ought to be able to choose one's own film.
There was nothing I could do, but barricade myself
inside the little house near the lake
with the pink canoe, with two seats,
which floated like that,
for no one.
 
Close the shutters
and don't change the water of the flowers,
forget who you were,
never be afraid again
Tell yourself that we were not
really made for the role.
 
Crying more than the willow tree.
 
Hide under the sheets
and never come back out,
to sleep on the bridge of the galleon
which let itself sink
because he knew you,
just one more to have loved you.
 
The sun tries to slip in through the Venetian blinds,
but it's not he who will make me rise from bed.
I've entered a long night,
and I don't intend to ask to be woken.
I look at the photos he took of me -
But I have none of my own pictures of him,
he never let himself be caught in photos.
The pink canoe with two seats, is creaking in the wind
Maybe it can be used
in another movie.
 
Close the shutters
and don't change the water of the flowers,
forget who you were,
never be afraid again
Tell yourself that we were not
really made for the role.
 
Crying more than the willow tree.
 
Hide under the sheets
and never come back out,
to sleep on the bridge of the galleon
which let itself sink
because he knew you,
just one more to have loved you.
 

Love to the power of six

(Love to the power - six)
 
Dreams in X - ray
Some ex - traits
 
Love to the power of six
With those X
As love
A bit of ox - ygen
A bit of love
 
America or Occident
It's always accidentally
All pleasures annexed
 
Love to the power of six
Even for a short time
Love, it oxidates
In time
 
Love to the power of six
Kill time
Passions, they oxidate
I beg you - wait
 
Dreams in X - ray
Some ex - traits
Love to the power of six
 
Stay well in the axis
My dreams in X
 
Love to the power of six
Even for a short time
Love, it oxidates
In time
 
Love to the power of six
Not for long
Soon the equinox
Dirty weather
 
Love to the power of six
Even for a short time
Love, it oxidates...